The Warning

WARNING: HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL INFORMATION AVAILABLE FROM THE DEPTH OF MY SOUL, MY MIND AND MY HEART. YOU BETTER CLICK THE BACK BUTTON OF YOUR BROWSER IF YOU ARE HERE BY MISTAKE OR BY ANY EVIL INTENTION. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO PLAY WITH SOMEONE’S FEELINGS. STAY HERE ONLY IF YOU ARE CONCERNED, BECAUSE I DEDICATE THIS PAGE TO “ME, MYSELF AND MY IMAGINATION!”

Today, the 7th day of February in the year 2006 A.D. , I Sarosh Waiz (nicknamed Sash) have decided to start a blog, for myself, for some people who I have faith in, and for anyone who is even slightly interested in knowing of how a strange person I really am. I don’t intend to tell the world of what I think, and I don’t even want any unconcerned people trying to peek in.

I don’t know of how people perceive of “how i behave” and “what type of a character am I”, and I don’t really care about that. Or maybe I do. But does it matters to anyone? I don’t think so! And it doesnt even makes any difference to me, or maybe I just try to neglect it. Even if it does make any difference, what is the point of caring for anyone? And anyways who cares for anyone in a fast changing world of today, its just a waste of time and energy, unless you have some in extra stock! I laugh out loud when I see the selfish desires of people around, but at times, I’m just happy from the outer side of my skin, who cares what’s burning towards the inner side. And why should they? Atleast they are getting their work done. But maybe that’s what are they here for, to get work done out of people by faking and playing with their feelings. Its all about targeting personal goals! And personal goals are selfish. Everyone has the right to acheive what they want! Who cares what’s right and what’s wrong, though many people are experts and standing up and giving lectures of what’s right and wrong. That’s a different story if they don’t follow it themselves!

I maybe right. I maybe wrong. I may even offend people with what I write. But if you are offended, you are always welcome to click the small “x” on the upper right corner of your monitor screen. But it won’t stop me from thinking. I shall keep doing it till whenever I want. Till I correct whatever is wrong. Till I acheive what I want (But never by tricking anyone). Maybe till I’m alive … until my last breath!

At times I feel, I’m also turning into a selfish monster like other people around. But I just hope and pray, I never become one! Maybe I am the misfit here. Or maybe I think alot. But I do have the right to get over with the burning feeling of my broken heart. And no one has the right to stop me from that! But I promise, all that I speak and tell here would be from what I have seen, experienced and learned! I shall speak no wrong! It’s all that’s true, but no one ever wants to talk about it, or maybe no one wants to accept it.

I’m not a part of some different species. I am also a human like all the people of this world. I also have a heart that beats. I also have feelings like everyone does. I also cry when I get hurt. And I also have a God-gifted brain to think. But the only problem I have is, that I think to get solutions out of every problem that exists. I just can’t get over certain things that happen, so easily. And that makes me one of the most disturbed people.

So… Here I am. With Me. With Myself. And With My Imagination. Sitting in My Small Room, located on the 2nd Floor, in front of my monitor’s screen. Trying to find out. Trying to look for. Trying to seek for a ray of light, that might help me know who I really am. What makes me the weirdly different type, that I don’t understand. And what led me to become what I am today…